I'm currently not sure if I'm a negative-leaning utilitarian or a negative utilitarian. I have contradictory intuitions in both directions. Fortunately, the practical applicability is limited.
Introduction
I used to think that I was what I call a "negative-leaning utilitarian," i.e., a classical utilitarian who assigns very negative values to torture-level suffering, but not infinitely negative values. This means there's some amount of happiness that could outweigh any given amount of suffering no matter how intense.
But if I really reflect on it, I would not accept a day in hell in exchange for any number of days in heaven. Here I'm thinking of hell as, for example, drowning in lava but with my pain mechanisms remaining intact for the whole day. Heaven just wouldn't be worth it, no matter how long. I really wouldn't mind missing out on heaven, but boy would I scream during the day in hell. It almost seems like there's no comparison. Nonexistence is fine for me -- I wouldn't be around to miss it -- but hell-level suffering is just not something I would accept.
Inconsistent intuitions
This leaves me with four intuitions that can't all be true. Like the proverbial fourth man in a lifeboat, one of them has to go.
- Linearity. Goodness/badness scale linearly with respect to duration and number of minds. (Given empty individualism, duration is just a dimension of other minds, so the "duration" part could be considered redundant.)
- Continuity. For any intensity of suffering at a given moment S, it would be possible to experience another intensity of suffering S' slightly lower such that there exists a positive constant C such that C * S' is worse than S. For example, if you're burning in lava, S could correspond to 1000 degrees, and S' could correspond to 999.9 degrees. C could be set to 10 or 100 or 1000 or 3^^^3 or whatever.
- Small pains are ok. I would accept many of the pains that people normally experience in life in exchange for a sufficient amount of happiness. For example, I would accept being awoken by my alarm clock, or nausea, etc. in exchange for extra days spent with a good friend.
- A day in hell could not be outweighed, as discussed above.
I'm not sure which of my intuitions to throw out.
- I refuse to throw out Linearity, because this is even more obvious than all of the others, and you get into massive paradoxes if you don't accept it.
- Continuity seems like it should be true, but on the other hand, human brains are finite, and it's not inconceivable that a one-neuron difference could be lexically worse. Still, that feels like a big stretch (3^^^3 minutes of 999.9 degrees being not as bad as 1 minute of 1000 degrees?), and I'd rather not hang my hat on it.
- It seems like small pains are ok. That said, sometimes thinking is distorted: When we can't have something we want, we feel bad, and our desire causes suffering. If I didn't exist, I wouldn't really mind staying that way rather than popping into existence, experiencing some happy moments, and then popping back out. It still does seem like I'd rather have good moments with my friends than not exist, but the desire is actually quite weak, and it may be biased by the fact that I already exist, so I'm tempted.
- Even though it seems like the "most rational" answer is to accept a day in hell in exchange for some amount of extra happiness, I just can't do this. My brain refuses.
The practical implications are limited
In general, negative-leaning utilitarians will agree with negative utilitarians on almost all issues, so this distinction doesn't matter in practice. Creating massive computing power for the purpose of simulating pleasure is great, but the risk of it being used, at least in small part, to simulate hells will never become tiny enough that even negative-leaning utilitarians would favor creating such computing power unless it also serves to reduce suffering occurring elsewhere. In other words, the happiness parts of the equation can mostly be ignored from the calculations either way.
A note on Buddhist rhetoric
For the negative utilitarians in the audience: Maybe it would be worth exploring whether we could channel Buddhist ideas on this topic in order to show how mainstream these sentiments are. While people generally regard negative utilitarians with disdain, they often have higher regard for Buddhists, and as David Pearce says, Buddhism is a counterexample to the claim that negative-utilitarian ideas have no basis in intellectual history. I suppose it's arguable to what extent Buddhism aligns with negative utilitarianism vs. classical utilitarianism vs. other non-utilitarian ethical systems, though.
Anyway, it is amusing how much I might appear as a Buddhist to outsiders -- with my focus on suffering, concern for wild animals / insects, interest in neuroscience, etc.
Another note on rhetoric
NU sometimes seems preposterous when you raise the pinprick objection. Is a pinprick really so bad that it outweighs heaven?? I agree NU seems crazy if phrased that way. But the way I see the matter, as a tentative NU myself, is different: It's not that a pinprick is very bad; it's that heaven isn't morally good. Heaven feels wonderful for those in it, but nonexistence, or Buddhist meditation, would also be good. I'm fine with any of those options. I don't see it as important to bring heaven into existence from nothingness.